a lack of ideas

its a strangely quiet tuesday night in school because somehow, the usual suspects aren't studying in their usual places. im not getting much studying done myself because i feel too tired after today's lessons. i couldve taken the chance to travel home while my brain was taking a much-needed break, but i ended up staying in school after having dinner - this could be some sort of self-imposed rule to force myself to study and be more productive. and it does work. like i always find myself saying, im a lot more productive in school than at home. many others feel that it's ridiculous to stay in school after lessons are over, or worse, to go back to school to study when there are no lessons to attend. i think its a matter of preference - i kinda prefer a clear line between work and slacking. school's for work and home's for slacking. the chairs in school are better for studying too. i could be feeling tired because of my late night - slept at 230am because fh dropped by to pass me a cap and i passed him books for senthil. got some updates about the exciting trip to australia but unfortunately i got pretty sleepy towards the end. felt bad lol anyway, staying in school to study makes me miss out on other activities that make me happy! studying in school is fun in a way especially when there are friends around, but what happened to other fun stuff hmm. the range of activities that i do in a week has narrowed considerably. mmm time to revive random old habits.. in the meantime running and training have been good ways to destress. still can do 5km in 25min cool!